Jazbaat dilon ke

oh god i m on the verge of getting hitched. getting tagged. commiting to someone i don't know much about. i shout at some women at the family would i end up doing the same to her. have i hurt any of my friends who are girls. do i give them a ear in any discussion taking place between us. i do. the cute lady told me. mum has loads of suggestions and corrective measures. but have my people informed her family of willingness to take this to the next level. lemme check. they haven't. ok. very soon they will. then what. then when. then how. uhhhhhhhhhhh. i will tell her not to wear a jazzy desi saree when she meets my granny and few other seniors of the family. oh don't laugh. either you do it or i will do it by my own means. i told my people. but its too late now to message. moreover facebook is the only media. ok i will do it first thing in the morning tomorrow. good night. good morning. 8 am. too early to message. let me return from the gym. i will do it then. ding dong! i m back. ok lemme drop a note to her. niece wants my time. ok baby. phone in hand. mind occupied. niece wants to play. ok baby, chill. lovely i fixed her. what should i write. Hi girl, sorry for messaging you here even before the two families approve of it. I wanted to check with you if you are comfortable to meet the senior members of the family on 27th. No. Not that. let me recompose. Hi Girl, sorry for messaging you here even before the two families approve of the alliance. Hope you are informed of our willingness to take this ahead. I wanted to check with you if you are ok with it. This was the only means to reach you hence chose facebook. Sincere apologies.

Passion grows in you. passion to talk. passion to know. u loose your patience. you want to know what is in the mind of that person. every passing minute, passing hour makes you more impatient. you keep wondering what could she be doing right now. why the hell she is not responding. or does she have facebook on her phone at all. if she does have it then why is she taking so much time to respond. is she in approval or in denial of the alliance. Should i have sent her a message. is it right. what is she thinking of me. has she complained of this to her parents and relatives. have they got aggravated by this action of mine. what if she has and her relatives did not like it and they are calling it off. what if they give the same reason to my parents and relatives. if she was not interested then why the hell did she engage in the whole talk that day. why did she wave when i left. when will she respond. god give her the mind. give her the thought. make her access facebook. please. should i ask her sister about it. no another mistake in excitement. neither my mum nor my sister is giving me an update of the progress. patience is killing.

Chuck it lets go for break. politics, technology and kids in pakisstan. now i was sure that she hasnt liked me messaging her and she is gone and nothing is moving ahead now.

Game Over!!!

No Lets wait... fingers crossed. heart thumping hard. god take care of this. Girl hope you understand what I meant.

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Bharadwaj D. Maskikar